My broken project... hiks, how poor I am

Assalam my blogger...
maybe for this time, I will writing everything about my seriously destroyed and sadly and disaster and.....
I can't say anymore. :"( :"(

do you know, I have a friend, but at last time, he is my ex-boyfriend. and he really not look like a boy.
I don't know, maybe I'm very foolish and stupid for the last. hhhhh, forget it.
But now, he's coming again. After a long time we didn't communicate
and I don't know what he want again.
and you know, turn out, I really shocked when he ask me for helping his project. yeah, I don't know, maybe he know me having a big achievement in fashion. so he said to me, he want to photo hunting with his model.
and he ask me again for designing the dresses and gown. And I said deal....
Because I think is positive activity for building our friendship. Maybe...
because he really, really, and really speaking look like a prospected man. WOW!
but sometimes, I have a project for my self. and so I ask him for helping me. and yeah, he is helping me for my photo product with me and my model. I really so thank you. He bring too much Photographer equipment, really complete.
But when the photo shoot was resolved,.... oh, my God, I feel want to hard crying. You know, he always excuse for showing the photo for me. He said all photo is no one good. But I said no problem, maybe I can editing it self. but, finally he's very not clear. and I decided, my product for IED series canceled promoting.
hiks, hiks... :"( :"( :"(
really disappointing. . . . . . .

this my product has canceled to promote

they are my cloth was canceled because I was late for having a photo shoot again. and still one cloth unready for take a photo. how poor I am...... hiks, hiks, hiks... so sad :'( :'( :'(

Wassalam my blogger :( I have not good story for this moment :'(